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[Sep. 4th, 2005|12:26 am] |
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Okay, I am like, in fucking TEARS from laughing so hard. *cracking up*
But, before I proceed...Let me inform you that I have, yet again, missed Ryou's birthday...for the FOURTH YEAR IN A ROW. I am an asshole. Please kill me.
*cough*
Moving on...OHMYFREAKINGGOD...
I don't even know HOW I found this..but, it's hilarious! It's this English man's journal on what happened during his teaching days in Japan...*giggles* I'm dying. I've been reading for maybe an hour or so, and I've had to run to the bathroom twice to avoid pissing my pants from laughing so hard...my pillow is soaked in tears, and I'm choking.
Quote: It's like in the movie Titanic, when Leonardio DiCaprio stands on the bow of the ship and shouts "I'm the king of the world!" and you just want to walk up behind him and push that fucker right off the ship. ...At least, that's what I wanted to do.
...And that's not een the beginning...Holy shit, this guy just has an awesome perspective on things...and you learn what Japan can REALLY be like. *gigglefit*
*still reading*...*bursting into uncontrolled laughter*...I can't stop laughing!
"GAIJIN POWER, ACTIVATE!"
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OH MY GOD! IT'S A BLOODNINJA REFERENCE!!!
""Or you're a Gatekeeper?"
...The fuck is this?
Should I put on my hat and wizard robe? "
*cracks up again*
...*reads*
Okayokayokay...before I forget, here's the link: http://outpostnine.com/editorials/teacher.html
Oh! And here's a link for some sample thing I found for Gaia...it's so cool! If that's what the towns will really look like when they're out..I can't wait! http://media.putfile.com/CIMG0634
*skips off, still laughing* Okay, this guy is my hero. |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2005|08:14 pm] |
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Hey everyone! I'm super bored, so I'd figure I'd randomly update my journal...after I remembered I had one. ^^; Silly me.
Well, back from bandcamp...It was, different. I miss our old camp; this one had WAY too many rules. And we all know rules suck! =D
Random Survey I stole from Myspace places:
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[Jul. 25th, 2005|06:54 pm] |
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Here's a random list of Harry/Draco fics I made for my buddeh, CC...Thought I'd share. =D It's gonna get longer though, cause I've read a ton!
Eclipse by Mijan
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1360492/1/
The Golden Snitch by Michael Serpent <--- I can only remember laughing my ass off at this fic. XD
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1256704/1/
Milk is my Sugar by Michael Serpent <--- I thought this one was good too…Funny, unrealistic..but good.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1428955/1/
Secrets of the Forbidden BroomCloset by Anthea Rose <--- I think I laughed at this one too…Funny.
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1860828/1/
Tempus Fugit by Stylophile <--- This was good. Unique, I think..
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1860828/1/
The Depths of Winter by bananacosmicgirl <--- Okay, I avoided reading this one for the longest time, but it’s REALLY good…
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1728364/1/
Welcome to the Real World by IamtheLizardQueen <--- I think this one was freaking cute…Fluffy, maybe? I’m gonna re-read it. =D The writing style I think bugged me…And the paragraph format..
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/923321/1/
Draco Malfoy and his Unknown Fate by Jitterbug1 <--- I recently read this, and the sequel…and I thought it was really good! At least, from what I can remember…
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/1301672/1/
I dunno if those links will work or not...FF.net can be annoying. >. |
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[Jul. 25th, 2005|04:08 am] |
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Holy crap. I died again. =D First things first though...
KATRINA! *glomp* This message is for youuuu! Since I just got your message on your LJ a few minutes ago. x_x; I find it ironic that I JUST finished reading "Milk is my Sugar" about ten minutes ago...=O Odd, indeed! XD Anywho...I FREAKING LOVE YOUR LAYOUT! I sorta like, squealed when I saw it...Loudly...And now I'm drooling. It's so purrrrty. @___@
Anywho, my mom finally bought me all the books...and I've been reading since I got them..although I took a few days for a break since I finished the first four books in four days...*has no life* I've been reading tons of fanfiction too! So, yeah, I'll probably end up putting up a lot of good Harry/Draco fics here!
"Tempus Fugit" (<--I think that's how you spell it...) was good! Along with, uh, "Faith"? Annnnnd...*pause* Hold on a minute..there was this really awesome Valentine's day one that had me cracking up...but I can't remember the title..^^; I'll find it for you later! *snuggleglomps* <3
End Message.
Now, for those of you who can't tell...I'm currently on a Harry Potter rampage. x_x Don't get me wrong, I still love Yu-Gi-Oh...but I'm taking a quick break. =D Remus/Sirius and Harry/Draco are my favorite pairings!
And. I happen to think Snape is the most awesome Greasy-haired-secretlyadragqueen-Git EVER! So, HAH!
Yeah. Um, I'm not gonna type much since I was supposed to be in bed...hours ago. ^^;;; And, I'm honestly gonna try sleeping! =D Yay! Erm. Shit happened. Blah, blah...my laptop's STILL not getting fixed *twitch* Which means no AIM...(Sorry Semie, but I honestly can't stand AIM express ;-; )
I'm going to try to sleep now. And, tomorrow I'll hopefully have finished 'Order of the Pheonix'...so I can work on the 'Half-Blood Prince'...I'm a little nervous about knowing someone dies in that book though...>_> I found out who it isn't...but yeah, DON'T TELL ME IF YOU KNOW! I want to read it for myself! I'm secretly hoping it's that Cho person...And, I reallllly don't want Sirius to die. But I know he does, which is why I've been putting off reading the book...^^;;; Erm, yeah, done ranting. Bed. Nightnight!
(BTW! Happy B-day to CC! *glomps* I lurve you! =D ) |
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[Jul. 5th, 2005|04:59 am] |
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HAHAHAHAHAHA!
*dies* x_____X |
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[Jun. 30th, 2005|04:14 am] |
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Holy fuck.
It's 4:15am. I got NO sleep at all last night because the power was off. And I'm still up.
I'm so tired, I feel like I'm going to puke. x_x; *dizzy* So, I think I'm going to try to go to bed! =D AFTER...I finish this stupid fic I started. @_@ Two..more..chapters...
(Oh! And I have yet to read and reply to comments. >.< Sowwy! I'll do it sooon!) |
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[Jun. 26th, 2005|08:33 pm] |
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*giggling* I'm reading another Harry Potter fic...because I'm a moron. And, yeah, it's a Draco/Harry...and...I just have to post this quote...
“You shall be facing very interesting times, Mr. Potter. You shall be serving Lord Voldemort a cup of mint tea at the Malfoy Manor. The porcelain of the cup is fine china.”
“E-excuse me?” Harry arched his brows. “Did you just say… what I thought you said, professor?”
“The tea must me mint tea!” the woman went on, a manic gleam in her eyes. “The Dark Lord doesn’t like rosemary! And you will be sitting in the Parlour of Malfoy Manor! Not the Dining room!”
OkayOkayokay! *just burst out laughing*...Um, after another few minutes of reading before posting this...I found another funny quote. =D
“This person… he has the hue of mystery and dark passion in him. He has been the secret, however imprudent, daydream of many elder girl student of this school. According to the Goblet, he received most of his voices surprisingly from Gryffindor and Hufflepuff. Hereby I give you… our sexy and exciting… Professor Severus Snape!”
The general view in the hall was highly amusing. All the seventh-year girls from Hufflepuff, Gryffindor and Ravenclaw burst into wild screaming, whereas the rest of the students remained thunderstruck.
Only not nearly as thunderstruck as Professor Snape himself.
He looked like he’d just seen Voldemort dancing lambada with Hagrid, and Hagrid simultaneously coaxing the professor to take off his robes and join them.
Harry burst out laughing, and surprisingly, none other than Draco Malfoy followed suit. They glanced at each other and howled even more with laughter. And, as expected after the general confusion, everybody else began to giggle too, clapping their hands and beckoning Snape to come in the front stage. Not long after, the hall echoed with wild whistles, and Snape was covered with flying kisses.
The professor looked aghast.
“Go on, don’t spoil the children’s fun,” Dumbledore beamed. “Go and get your award, Severus.”
Severus did not move an inch.
“Either you go freely, or do I have to levitate you there?” Dumbledore asked, masking his minor threat under a smile.
Snape looked at him with horror. Being levitated would be even more embarrassing than going there voluntarily. Especially as levitation had the tendency to billow his robes too much. And he was wearing his bunny boxers today –and not anything but them.
...Okay..but...seriously. SNAPE? I mean, just, just...say Sexy Snape. Sexy Severus Snape. Stunning Sexy Severus Snape.
>_>; I don't know about anyone else, but I'm laughing my ass off right now. Stunning Stupendous Sexy Severus Snape! =D Whoooo!
...*continues reading*
I can't stop GIGGLING! Just imagine that one creepy lady who's name I can't spell saying "Oh but not any tea, he will be drinking MINT tea! Yes, yes! FEAR the mints! The minnnttss!"
...I'm going to go kill myself now. -D <---Typo! FEAR THE SMILING CYCLOPS!
BE A MAN!
(By the way, those quotes are from "The Golden Snitch" (Haha! I typed 'snatch' on accident! *cracks up* ) by Michael Serpent on ff.net ) |
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[Jun. 25th, 2005|11:55 pm] |
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Okay, yeah, I just had to type this up, because well, I feel like it. >_>; And I'm trying to take my mind off things. XD *guilty*
Erm, I was FINALLY able to download the AVI version of Sensitive Pornograph, and I was all 'YEAH!' because I've heard a lot about, and it's supposed to be some super great yaoi anime and stuff...
Welllll, I should've taken the hint by the name, but noooo XD Not me!
Sex.
Graphic, blatant, sex.
Like, in the beginning scene. >_> I mean, it was like BAMbuttsexwhoa! Then. Two second pause, followed by...sex. Then, some more sex. And THEN a blowjob or two, followed by more sex.
And my little brother is sleeping down here. It was highly unnerving. >_>;;; I felt queasy, so I tried to skip most of the scenes. Surprisingly enough, they seemed too descriptive for ME! XD The perv master! I think I was just taken by surprise.
Finally though, there was this brake..and they were talking and, yeah, stuff happened then...
SEX!
Gah! Then it showed a picture of this tiny, innocent looking little bunny! Sitting on a swing and I was like 'Aww...DAMNIT!' because then it switched to more sex.
x_x
Okay. Then this other break and some new characters are introduced. And yeah, I was thinking I finally got to see this one dude that I thought was super cute - he reminds me of TRYB (Touzoukuou Bakura)! I swear it was like him..without the scar...and in a different style of animation. >_> Moving on...
Blah blah blah, this one dude opens up the closet and there he is!
Naked.
Handcuffed.
With whip marks!
...Can we say bondage? Yum.
Only problem though is my LITTLE BROTHER is sleeping JUST BEHIND ME.
So, while I nervously glance to make sure he's still asleep, and look out the window for good measure, I hear a moan coming out of my speaker followed by some squishy sounds.
Now, I had the volume off for the first part...so I didn't hear anything and stuff...but, yeah, I turned back to the screen and...you guessed it..
MORE SEX!
Gah! And it was like, looooong sex. Try four different positions before the silly boys could finally get it over with. @_@ Then this 'master' dude shows up, and yeah...I dunno what happened at the end...something about a rabbit and sex toys.
Soooo, that's what happened to me today!
Oh! One of the best quotes in the movie parts I watched:
"I feel good. I want Sono-san's body forever."
Um, can we say....COMPLETELY PWP. =D
Now, on to GOOD shounen-ai/Yaoi things I've downloaded.
Kyou Kara Maou - holyfreakingshit! This series is HILARIOUS! But the last episode I watched it was like, major angst! o_O; Gwendal and Gunter belong together. XD And Wolfram..."BI-SHOU-NEN" *giggles*
Sukisyo - I have to say is one of my favorite shounen-ai animes...It's so cute! And, well played out and I LOVE the art. Matsuri-chan is a doll!
Zetsuei&Bronze- I found out those were two animes! XD Both about the same characters! And well, I haven't watched them both all the way through...but the HANDS! *snickers* They were so big! It was like 'I place my palm on your cheek even though my hand is the size of two of your heads' And no, I'm NOT exagerating...the hands were huge. XD
Enzai - Okay, I heard this was another legendary yaoi anime you HAD to see. I downloaded the first OVA...and it was just like Sensitive Pornograph except it was like graphic rape...with this little KID! I think he was like, 13 or 14...but damn! It was nasty...*shudders* I heard it was really good and angsty though...but I couldn't watch most of it! I was nervous...>_>;;; And, and, he was a kid! There WAS this pretty boi in it though who reminded me of Ryou! ...Then he was raped ._.; In girls clothes. >_> Made me sad...
Moving on...
Ai no Kusabi - Still good. Still angsty. Awesome. Watch it.
Haru wo Daiteita? - Or something? Heard it was good, everyone was excited that the second OVA came out May 27. I skimmed over the first through streamload, and got that it was about these two porn stars...o_o; And, apparently some VERY girly man and his younger 12-year-old cousin. >_>; Freakeh.
Yami no Matsuei- FINALLY have all the episodes downloaded! Just need to re-watch them! XD I have this awesome pop-up video too..it's hilarious. GREAT anime!
Mirage of Blaze - I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY DOWNLOADED ALL 13 EPISODES! ...I just have to watch them! I've been wanting this series FOREVER! I need to tackle the OVAs next! *dances* Eeee!
Loveless: For some reason...>_>; I just...can't seem to get into this anime... I've only watched two episodes..but..but..the guy is like 32! And the kid's like, 12!! Eh, It bugged me more than Enzai..which is weird, cause there was no sex in this anime. XD
Boku no Sexual Harassment - My year and a half goal. Finally tackled. =D I now am proud to say I am a TRUE yaoi fan. I have seen the corn scene. And survived. (The corn scene in BnSH is like, legendary...XD ) I saw it! It was icky, but I SAW it! >_>;; I saw most parts of the 3 episodes..had to rush because my parents were upstairs. >.<
Level C - Um. Porn. =D I knew it and downloaded it anyways just to be a brat. Erm. Yeah. It was SO stupid. XD Like, not even funny cliche stupid... "OhmygawshI'malittleboiandI'mgonnainvitethisstrangerinmyhousebecausehestoppedmeinthestreetandohnohewantssexandI'mnotreadysoI'mgonnadenyitbutintheendgiveincauseI'malittlesluttyboi!" There! A basic summary of the movie. =D Enjoy.
Gravitation: Eh, cute. =D Kissing scenes sucked ass. And the movie? Psh..I deleted it after I watched it. ^^; Ryuuichi is a complete cutie though! *huggles kumagoro*
Fujimi Orchestra - Two words. Freeze. Frames. @_@
**Oh! And Semie dear! This site has 10 episodes of Meine Liebe! =D I'm gonna download that in a bit too! **
Legend of Blue Wolves - The fat man still haunts me. *shudders* Ugh...
Urm. Well. As you can see, I've been busy downloading LOTS and LOTS of yaoi-stuff! =D Yay for me!
Moonchild still kicks ass.
Erm. Moving on again... I'm going to try to get AIM and MSN or something down here. I STILL haven't sent in my laptop. I've been avoiding people and I'm sorry...I just can't stand human contact for some reason right now. ^^; I love you, seriously..it's just one of those crappy mood swing things.
STILL seem to be going through this Harry Potter faze. @_@ Draco/Harry <--*addicted* with Remus/Sirius <--*drool*
Um. I actually WROTE some random fic today! Didn't finish, but I wrote something! Yay! Uh, don't expect any new chapters soon though...
I've kinda been unknowingly starving myself. @_@ Some subconscious crap I think...I still love food though. XD I just seem to be forgetting to eat the right stuff. >_> All I had yesterday was a hotdog and two chicken nuggets ._.; Day before that, two corndogs...then a hotdog at 2am. >_> I thought I was just ...forgetting. But I think I wasn't eating on purpose. Some kinda strike against my body or something. XD My mind is so confusing even I don't understand it!
But that's okay. =D Because I'm determined to try a good diet tomorrow - my normal 6 meals a day. XD I actually can't eat the basic 3. Doctor said it wasn't that good for me. :D
I've been going to bed super late. Around 5am. My mom's been FURIOUS! XD I've been waking up at 3pm. Tomorrow I have to wake up at 7 for church *gag* and I'm probably going to be dead cause I can't freaking sleep...*le sigh*
...It was hot outside today.
And yes, I'm rambling. I feel like it!
Our pool is up. I don't swim. I HATE swimming. >_>; And I feel bad about it, but I do. Don't ask why, I don't know.
Maybe it's because I have to take my glasses off and I'm practically blind without them? ^^;;; Silly excuse, I know...but I just really hate swimming. ^^;
I hate public places too. And that really sucks, cause I want to go out and do stuff with my friends, but then I DON'T want to because it means human contact and interaction, and sometimes I just can't handle it. *abnormal*
Drumline has started. I think I must be more insane than I thought, because I HATE drumline with a passion, yet still sign up for it year after year.
But, I actually know why I do things like that. I'm just not ready to admit it to myself anywhere else but in my own mind. ^^;
I do hate it though. Because everyone hates me because I don't talk. I don't act like them. I don't make fun of people like them. I don't dress like them. I don't get in trouble like them. Gah. They're a bunch of arrogant, cocky people who wouldn't hesitate to talk bad about someone - even their own friend.
I like to think that I make them feel uneasy because I absolutely refuse to do so with them. =D
And what REALLY ticks me off, is when they diss my cousin right in front of me! I mean, I know they talk bad about me all the time to her, and she agrees and makes fun of me back, but I'm not like that! She's bloody family! And although she CAN be rude and stupid...actually she kinda is most of the time XD It doesn't give them the right to just, say all these degrading things about her...and in front of ME! I know half of them don't know we're related because Em's ashamed of me (even though she won't admit it. XD I'd be ashamed of me too)
Bah. Pisses me off.
Hrm. This is a REALLY long entry. =D My stomach hurts. I should be watching TV right now...But I'm not...
My parents have been getting on my nerves.
Oh! And I ALMOST got a car!
Buddy's here. He's an old dog. He has a tumor. He can barely walk. It makes me sad.
My puppy cut her toe. She has a lump on her stomach and it's making me nervous, but, we have 'no money to spend on the dog' right now. >.< *kicks dad*
I love my parents. Really. =D They're stupid, and it makes me laugh. *snickers* My mom told me my one cousin was smoking today, and I told her that YEARS ago. But, alas, she won't believe me but she'll believe an adult! *rolls eyes*
I also gave a vivid description of how girls give blowjobs at school a lot, and she almost puked. XD It was funny. She honestly didn't think many people did oral sex. o_O; Erm, I know about three people personally who've, uh, how should I say this...'gone down'? on guys. Yeah. Kinda sad, isn't it?
Listen to me kiddies: Don't have sex. ...Unless you're married and you want to. Oh, and it hurts the first time. Like a bitch. It's not all magic and rainbows! ^.^ So make sure you're grown up enough to do it!
To my buddies: I love you. Seriously. I feel like I've been a super ass all year for some reason, so, I'm sorry I guess. ^^; I wish I coulda been more, I dunno, responsive? Thanks for putting up with me.
Online buddies: You're all awesome. XD I miss you guys...I'll try to get in touch soon...I flurve you all! (Yay for FLYMB!)
Well, I think I'm gonna go now. ^^; Watch tv..read fanfics...something like that...
Baaaiiii~ |
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[Jun. 21st, 2005|11:52 pm] |
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Holy. Crap.
I'm almost in tears! That movie was so fucking sad! ;___; WAAAAAH~! But it was so happy too! Just...sad! And how it ended...beautiful! Even though I couldn't understand what was going on because it was in Japanese...and there was no subtitles.
But..but...*sniffling* I'm trying so hard not to cry! 'Moonchild' has definately bumped up to my favorites list along with Phantom, Pirates and Interview...Gawd...;-; they all-, and then-...and it was so...
Almost as sad as the Notebook!
Which, might I add, I did NOT want to watch. Cousin forced me. >_>; But it was a good movie...horribly fucking sad...I'll admit I shed a few tears at the end despite knowing what was gonna happen...I understood why everyone left the theater crying when it came out. ^^;;; It WAS sad...>.< Just like that one fic I read...>_> It was almost the exact same...
Man. I feel like a prissy girl. Stupid PMS...stupid emotions...POOR KEI! ;____; WHY?!? Whyyyyyyyy~!
*dies* x_x
Um. I'm going to go try to find some chocolate before I really burst into tears...I want to buy that movie (with subtitles so I can understand better!) Ehhh...*wanders away*
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I need a hug! |
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[Jun. 21st, 2005|10:15 pm] |
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...Annnnd, of course! Some of the pictures are messed up.
Pfft. I don't care right now. Ignore the annoying little dots.
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=D *twitch* |
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[Jun. 21st, 2005|09:36 pm] |
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Okay. I still seem to have this completely random obsession with Harry Potter fanfics. I'm trying not to worry myself, because I'm sure my craving will cease in a week. =D I haven't even looked at my e-mail because I know there's tons of author alerts on Yuugiou fics I've missed reading already.
Yay.
School's over. Thank God. For some reason, I seem to be going even more insane then normal - random giggles, smashing into things on purpose, pulling on my hair until I scream...the list goes onnnn...
Let's just hope it's PMS. =D
Which, brings me to another thing: I FINALLY STARTED MY FREAKING PERIOD! Yes! After THREE weeks of food cravings, bad moods, being so bloated I couldn't even fit into my pants...I have FINALLY started. And I would be happy - if it wasn't for these fucking cramps.
I feel bitter, can you tell?
Anywho, blah, blah. I'm in no mood for writing anything at the moment. Drumline is on Thursday, I wanna kill myself. Oh! And I'm watching Moonchild on this nifty little media player I downloaded!
...Moonchild = Gackt + Hyde + leather pants which also = <3 <3 <3
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what more could I ASK for?!
So. I will show you pictures. =D And, pictures of Malice Mizer, because Mana fucking rocks.
Oh. And Hyde and L'arc-en-ciel just added to the list.
^ Who's my favorite crossdresser? =3 Go Mana!
^ Malice Mizer. How I luv thee...
^ L'Arc-En-Ciel - At first, I was like, eh, okay...then the second picture I was like 'whoa'.
^ Hyde.
^ Gackt - someone who has a freaking obsession with leather pants. TIGHT leather pants. *drool*
^ Screenshot from 'Moonchild' ...which I'm still watching...without subtitles...>_>; It's still good!
^ And if you don't think those pictures are effing hawt. You have serious problems! Gackt+Hyde. Yum. =D
Okay. I'm off to read more Harry/Draco or Remus/Sirius...whatever comes first. -_-; After I finish this movie though... |
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[Jun. 5th, 2005|04:16 am] |
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It is now 4:15am. I am still wide awake. I have to wake up in three and a half hours.
Lord, please kill me...Now?
I'm like, laughing and crying at the same time. XD I started reading some COMPLETELY RANDOM Harry Potter fanfic...even though I've never read the books. But, the movie was on today, so I started reading random fics and wellll, I clicked on one at around 2am...I was giggling hsyterically because it looked like such a freaking GOOD story, but it was 23 chapters long. =D I've read nonstop, and I'm only on chapter 10.
I was going to finish another few chapters, but the servers on aff.net crashed. ^^; I didn't know if I should have sighed in relief or screamed.
So I settled for laughing my ass off and muffling myself with a pillow. =D
Hahaha...I think I'm going insane.
I'm going to try to beat myself unconscious with my hairbrush now...Ta ta! |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2005|12:46 am] |
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Okay, yeah, it's 12:45am right now, and I am bloody effing tired. Bored. And I STILL haven't dried my hair yet.
I can't sleep, despite how tired I am. I feel like I'm gonna puke, my chest hurts, and I can't freaking BREATHE.
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Yes. I felt like whining. Leave me alooooone!
Oh! And I found out why I couldn't stop shaking today. It WASN'T the energy drink I had. It was either a mini panic attack I had because of the speech I did in 2nd hour (I wasn't too nervous..but I guess that's how anxiety is. ^^; ) Oooor I now have low blood sugar levels. =D Horrah! My mom shoved a cheese stick and peanuts down my throat when I got home from school...and now that I re-read that sentence over, it sounded wrong.
God. I need to die. Right now. -_-;
Okay, well, I'm going to dry my hair and attempt to knock myself off so I can get some shut-eye.
I flurves you all, peeps! Yo Yo! |
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[May. 30th, 2005|11:03 pm] |
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Okay. Uh, wow. It’s been a hell of a long time since I posted an entry here. >_>; Sorry!
So, be prepared for a long-ass entry. =D
Alright, where to begin? Hm. Well, I finally turned 16 years old on May 9, and I don’t feel so young anymore! Yay! I finally caught up with FLYM! Oh, happy days! But yeah, my birthday sucked. XD Not that I expected anything else, I mean, I knew it was gonna be crappy since my dad wasn’t getting a paycheck for that half of the month, and we were tight on money as it was soooo, yeah. But it wasn’t a big deal - a birthday is a birthday! Just another day of the year. *sigh*
Moving on…
Um, I miss everyone. Map, Lio, Fid, YMC, Ov, Navy…there’s more, but my memory sucks. XD Just know you are luffed.
I MISS YOU TOO CC! My Na no Da buddeh! ;-;
And AphroditeLove! One of my Fanfic idols! @_@
My laptop has SARS and stuff…It’s being stupid. And our basement computer has a virus running through it’s system - something about a high jacked web browser? ^^; Eh, it’s not good…and I can’t get on Gaia OR AIM to talk to anyone, I’m so booooored...But, that's my reason for not getting on!
And I’ve developed an unhealthy obsession with Phantom of the Opera. X_X In fact, I’m watching it right now!
For the third time today. =D
I almost have the songs memorized! And, I watched in French (Shut up, you know I’m crazy) and cracked up during Past the Point of No Return.
“Paaasseee le point du non retourne…”
There’s an accent on ‘passe’ but I’m too lazy to figure out how to add it.
Also, I’m sick. My chest feels like it’s caving in and I can’t freaking BREATHE.
I. Effing. Hate. Asthma.
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Onward…
I saw Madagascar today! *random* And it was funny! It wasn’t a theater movie..but it was cute! I loved the Lemur! And that horribly cute squirrely looking thing….And the penguins! XD My mom and I saw it while my dad and two brothers saw Star Wars.
Have a mentioned my brothers have been getting on my nerves lately? All I want to do is strangle them half the time…I know it’s hormones on their part. They ARE in middle school, but, God they annoy the hell out of me! They’re so freaking SELFISH! And, eugh. I don’t even want to think about it. @_@
Yeah, but after that...We went to Borders and I finally got caught up on my Gravi Novels...Just one more to go and the series will finally END!
Drumline’s coming up - I want to quit band. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry. (Someone PLEASE kidnap me! …with permission, of course!)
…Christine’s singing in the backround…I like the Phantom and Raoul better. >_> Okay, yeah, being random again. ^^; Those two, I actually thought wouldn’t go together..but watching the ending when Erik pinned Raoul to the thingamajig and tied him up, and Raoul was all like ‘I’m-an-innocent-little-man-whore-please-spank-me!’ And the Phantom was like 'Hellll-yeah-I'ma-gonna-spank-your-ass-good-bitch!' And I was all like 'Ho-shit man!' O_O!
Yeah. So, after I realized Raoul was a masochistic pansy boy who secretly wanted the Phantom to sex him up good, I read a few fanfics, and now I think dirty things allll throughout the movie. =D
Don’t look at me like that. You love me and you know it.
Hrm. What else? I still miss everyone. It’s 10:51pm…My computer’s spazzing right now and I’m hoping it won’t shut down…
Uh, yeah…Fanfics! Yes. Fanfics.
Wellll….*guilty* Yeah, about that….I kinda, sorta, haven’t really worked on them much….Don’t get me wrong, I have TONS of ideas! It’s just, I’m really stressed out, sick, lazy… I’ll eventually write up a new chapter when I feel like it. ^^;;
But, I also started two new fics….I didn’t mean toooo! *whines* It just happened! But, I’ll give some clues to those who started reading my LJ (Thanks for the comments by the way! ^.^ )
One is going to be strictly M/M…although I doubt I’ll ever post it. ^^; It’s more of a relief thing…
The other is hopefully just going to be a B/R, M/M…but, knowing me and my helpless addiction, it’ll probably end up being B/R/M/M…-_-;;; I mean, Marik and Bakura are best friend in the beginning, and their already groping each other! Gah! >.<
Dunnnn Dun Dun Dun Dun Dunnnnnnnnnnn!
I love PotO. =D
Okay! Now for a random rant that popped into my head! (I know, I’m just mindlessly typing…I’m trying to take my mind off things. X_x )
I’m getting really sick of lending my manga out and having it returned in crap condition. I mean, REALLY sick. I’m also getting sick of trying to remember to bring it in for everyone, then take it home, only to have someone ask for it a few days later! I have half a mind to turn my locker into a library for my manga! That way I’ll always have it ready for someone who wants to borrow it! And what the hell is up with me being like, super poor and crap, and yet I have TONS of manga? Ehh? That just doesn't seem right...
Bye the way, Semie darling…I really need to bring FAKE in for you. @_@;;; YOU have permission to bug me about it everyday! Only you! Until I bring the damn series in for you…you’ve been most patient and awesome and, I fluff you! *huggles*
I love my dog. < -- Another random comment.
Okay, yeah, I don’t know what else to type…other then I’m sorry for not keeping contact! And, I miss and love everyone! ;___;
Oh! And Map! I LOVE the art! *squeals* I just haven’t been able to leave a reply!
I AM AN ART WHORE! XD I really love it when people draw pictures for me. Either of my avatar on Gaia, or a random pair of hawt guys makin’ out…or a tree even! I LOVE collecting art pieces.
Just letting everyone knoooowww! XD
Alright, farewell for now everyone! I’m gonna continue watching my movie and hopefully be in bed by 12:30am…I can only hope….
Oh! And I need someone to show me how to do a layout and stuff...I just need someone to show me once and I SHOULD be able to figure it out from that...I'm sick of having this backround...
...*fastforwards to Raoul/Erik moment* I'm such a loooooooser! XD |
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| Art update! |
[Apr. 6th, 2005|07:28 pm] |
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Okay, not much has happened and blah blah blah...
School sucks. Uh, my teachers suck. And, almost everyone in my classes, you guessed it! Suck. =D So, you can see how enthused I am about life in general! XD
Buuut, art makes me happy and all that crap, so, I'm gonna post my recent presents! *squeals* I love them so muuuuuch!
Okay, first one is from Fie! *spazzes* It's so freaking CUTE! I love it so much! And she said she couldn't color...*rolls eyes* It's so shiny, and purty, and wheeee! ^.^
These next few are by CC...and she even drew me a comic! A COMIC! XD It's about the present I got her for Easter..it was a kitty plushie thingamajig..XD And she got me a cloak! See? I'm wearing it!
Annnd, these are more random art/pixels done my CC herself! *glomps*
Annnd, that's all I think! Waaai..*huggles her art collection* And the last picture, is all about some whacko thing that we talked about when I was high on cold medicine..and..yeah..it was awesome. XD
*skips off* Ta ta for now! |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2005|11:21 pm] |
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I'm tired, depressed, and I feel like shit. -_-; So. Post I shall. ^^;;
By Fie! My Koibito! *glomps* =D
*hearts this pic a lot* ^.^
All those were by my Na No Da buddeh; CC! *glomps*
These last two I won, or bought...>_> First was by Ryooki, second by Sweets! ^.^
I LOVE all my avatar art! *glomps*
Now, I'm going to continue moaning in pain and preparing myself for school tomorrow...>_ |
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[Feb. 20th, 2005|03:09 am] |
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Oooomigooooodness!
More Avvie Art!
Isn't that last one so freaking awesome? o_o I loveitsoverymuch!
I'm too lazy to do more things...it's 3 in the morning and I have to go to church tomorrow. >_< So, uh, g'night! |
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| HOLY SHIT! |
[Feb. 17th, 2005|06:20 pm] |
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DUDE! XD XD XD
Okay, as most of you remember..since I probably showed you...XD My semie sent me this awesome link to this guy who was singing Dragostea din Tei...that really funny one?
HE WAS ON TV!
XD Channel 7 Action News! *giggles hysterically*
I don't know why that struck me as funny..but..yeah...the guy's name is Jason, and he said he sent it to his friends as a joke, and somehow it spread ALL over the internet, and now he's famous! *cracks up and dies*
Okay, today was the last day before mid winter break! WHOOHOO! No school tomorrow, Monday or Tuesday! *dances* No more preps, no more jocks, no more getting picked on, no more stress for FIVE FREAKING DAYS!
...I feel pathetic as to why I'm celebrating...after all, it's three days...XD But three days without torture...so...YAY!
And now, I will TRY to post some pictures up of some Avvie arts peoples drew for me...=D I heart them all!
And this is my Dream Avvie! Well..one of them...
Fic Status: Erm..I'll work on em! Promise! *hides* |
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| V-day! |
[Feb. 15th, 2005|12:25 am] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
*hearts you all* |
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| Pain! x_X |
[Feb. 9th, 2005|09:20 pm] |
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Why, hello there everyone! Remember me? =D
Yeah, I'm kinda bored and tired...Sooooo, I thought I'd update here for a bit before my back starts to hurt again. x.x
WHY exactly does my back hurt? Cause I had to get it adjusted to stop my huge butt headache, that's why! *all smiles* ^____^! I'm SO glad that's over with, I was like...dead a few days ago. EVERYTHING made my head hurt. Now it's just loud noises! :D
*cough* On other notes: I REALLY have to pee.
Back on track.
My friends and I had to make this video for French class...*snickers* And, ohmygawd it was SO fucking funny! XD XD XD! That Kit Kat I ate before we started recording totally made me hyper...and I was wearing a wig, and stuff...XD XD XD And my name was "Bobbi Jacks" >_> ...XD It was hilarious! There were random scenes in the video...like, someone would be talking, then it would stop, and you saw a picture of Oprah with me saying "OPRAAAAAH!" In the backround! XD Gah, I can't stop laughing!
Um, yeah, I STILL hate French by the way! I swear to God I'm going to strangle my teacher....*twitch*
And yeah, I found out I'm like, totally into history and stuff! I mean, I've always loved it - never got why most kids complained it was 'boring'...I felt like such a nerd because I thought it was interesting! Wellll, I wanna be able to take AP US History my senior year...and, I might not be able to if I don't free up my schedule...
WHY do we have such stupid requirment classes anyways!? I mean, which do you think will help you with your future life...Accounting? Or Health Class? -_-; I can sum up everything you need to know from Health right here: Don't drink until 21, and don't drive under the influence of alchol. Drugs are bad! D: Don't have unprotected sex! And smoking causes cancer. There? You all learned something today! =D
*sigh* So, yeah...I'd LOVE to test out of American Literature too...XD Buuuuuut, I don't think I'd pass the test. o_O; I heard it's like, impossible...
*cough* Moving on...
My mom and I once again had a huge fight over religion and stuff..cause I REALLY want to not be forced to attend church and stuff- since I don't really believe in it...and she started her whole "While you live under my roof..." Shit again....*rolls eyes* She can be such a pain in the ass sometimes...I mean, don't get me wrong...I love my mom to bits - I'm lucky to have someone like her..but she's so freaking DENSE! >__> |
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